It's me, the one who despised you in the start. But now realized you play a really important role in my walk with God. You showed me the discipline I have never seen before, but it's good don't think it's not. God has his way in what he does and how he does it, you are special to me as one of the best people I have ever had contact with. I just wanted to tell you how I felt as this will be my last infusion for a while, and you will surely be missed. I hope all is well with you because all hasn't been well with me as you know because you and only you at that time got me through it. Ashley, I really am glad that we are friends in this world because when I'm down you lift me up no matter the way and you got your ways?? Hint? But you put me where I need to be to see what I need to see and you don't care what it takes. The time I am there is special because we talk about the moon, stars, and Mars sometimes. My life would not be the same without someone special like you in it. I know your family knows what they have because no matter your pain, or struggle you still love them and I see it all over your face when I see you.