Having tested positive for the ovarian cancer gene, my doctor recommended a bilateral salpingo-oophorectomy. Being a recent widow, I was also overwhelmed with not only the diagnosis and surgical intervention, yet the possible impact this procedure may have on my two sons. As a 55-year-old woman with no history of IVs, anesthesia, and/or surgeries, I was beyond nervous about my first ever IV (two, one in each hand), anesthesia and surgery.

Trepidation and anxiety do not even begin to encapsulate the myriad of feelings I was having on the morning I arrived at the pre-operation area. Having checked in and traversed down a pathway of halls, I came upon a large room and was immediately met with the friendly face of Kayla Beswick. Kayla, with her long hair, her glasses, and her gentle voice, guided me through every step of the pre-op process. She was professional, explaining to me every detail of the actions and tasks they were performing on my body. Kayla was empathetic when I wept from fear of the unknown. She remained by my side as a team of nurses and doctors came to me, explaining the details of the procedure. Kayla’s quiet presence gave me the strength and sense of safety necessary to feel at peace. I am sure this is their everyday routine; however, for me on this day of many firsts, they left a lasting impression, one that I will never forget and am eternally grateful to have experienced.