After being turned away at 9 hospitals for being too complex of a case both medically and emotionally, I sought out care at Mayo Clinic. After fighting for my life for 5 days in the ICU, I was originally labeled as defiant, manipulative, and attention-seeking before I found nurses like Bryn, who ultimately helped redeem my story. I wouldn’t be where I am without her guidance, steadfast encouragement, and medical expertise. At the time, I battled mental challenges that simply made it hard to imagine that I’d ever get better. My seizure, GI, mental health, and supplemental medications were held for weeks while I fought battles with my health because that health was impacted by the overdose that landed me in the ICU.

However, after receiving extensive care to reach baseline again, I am a walking testament to the healing power of a higher power and the power of the doctors and especially nurses at Mayo Clinic. My longing to be whole again and to be alive and well has never been so strong. Oftentimes I question how such tragedies like loss and trials could point me back to unity with my higher power and nurses such as Bryn, however, I am trusting that Mayo has helped me to see the perfect plan and purpose for my pain and tribulations.

Since being on the road to healing, I still question why some people that I love have gone before me, but what I do know is that those such as Bryn have helped me see that our time on earth is, and can be, perfect if we just allow it to be. Thank you, Bryn, for helping me see that I am loved, strong, brave, and forgiven even during the darkest times. I will never know why I have gone through those dark times, but what I do know is that you helped me see that I do have a purpose. Thank you for always validating my thoughts and concerns, for always listening to me, and for being there even when we didn’t see eye to eye.